Sometimes it's just not fair

Ava Marie was due right around the same time as Dylan, her Mom, Karla and I posted on a message board together. I looked forward to Karla's many blog entries, that kept me in stitches for the last few months, I was in awe of how her tiny figure grew such a beautiful perfectly round baby belly.

I logged on this afternoon to see if Ava had arrived as well - I was met with the entry that Ava was born, and had passed away Thursday afternoon. It brought back memories of James who would turn 4 this fall. It's amazing how you feel, when something horrible happens to a family that you have never met, yet feel great sadness for and wish somehow you could make it all better. We'll be letting off white balloons today for Ava, praying for their strength to get through the healing - and knowing she'll never be forgotten.

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